Soo.. My step brothers grandparents flew out to Turkey and we’re all staying with them for our final week and they’ve rented a fucking mansion in the mountains.
"I’m not the good guy anymore."
What I love about Turkey is the fact that they sell 2 litre bottles of lemon iced tea in every single convenience store. It’s amazing. I’ve gone through about 4 in the week that I’ve been here. I can barely find a single fucking small bottle of lemon iced tea back in England. It’s always mango or some shit. Finding a lemon one is like looking for a god damn golden ticket.
Also, Turkish Baklavas. Oh my sweet lord. It’s the most amazing, heavenly desert I’ve ever had in my entire life and I’m planning to take a box full of them back home because I never want to be without one.
- what she says: i'm fine
- what she means: i'm not at pax prime
(carrying on from my last post)… Jane was right though. They did all die. It makes me sad though, starting off with a group and finishing with none of them. It sucks.
I miss Kenny. I’m so tempted to change my decision on shooting him. My iPad isn’t my preferred platform, it’s my laptop but I’m on holiday so when I get home and play it on there I may change stuff. It just felt right in the moment. I don’t know if Jane would’ve turned round and killed him anyway, or if I’d have ended the game with Kenny. It’s just hard because Clem/I have know Kenny for so long, so there’s a tight grip of loyalty when it comes to that kinda thing… so in a way I guess I wouldn’t have minded being with Kenny despite everything he did. I’ve been loyal for so long it’s made me a little blind. I just want him around because he’s the one thing Clem/I has left from the start. It’s hard to let go, even if he’s not good anymore.
But anyway… enough ranting. I liked the ending. It wasn’t too much of a cliffhanger thankfully. I’m just glad my Clementine is safe. That’s all that mattered in the end. My Clementine.
Well, that’s it. It’s over.
I feel sick. I’m not sure what to think. My eyes are red though, I know that much.
I… shot Kenny. I can’t believe I did that. The entire time since reuniting with him I said to myself that I’d stick by him no matter what, just like I did when I played Lee in Season 1. But then in that moment… I chose the opposite. I killed him. I loved Kenny through thick and thin, despite the shit he did and I always fucking forgave him but everything shifted in that single second. The moment those two options were shown before me, my entire reasoning, my entire loyalty from BOTH seasons just shifted so far away and I killed him. I was in tears. I’m still in tears. He was the last person Clem/I had left in a way so it was really hard to do that. It was by far the hardest decision this season. I instantly regretted it but at the same time I knew it was the right thing to do.
Luke. God dammit. I shed a few tears at that. Just… fuck. I ignored his warning and went to help him but… FUCK.
That flashback with Lee. Jesus. I could barely see my screen through the tears. My heart is still hurting but it was also such a lovely little addition. It caught me so off guard. I miss Lee :(
At the end I let the family in. I felt a bit soft. I don’t know. It felt like the right thing in the moment.
No mention of Christa????? I guess she’s dead then. I know there was a gun shot the moment we ran in the first episode so maybe that was merely her being killed. I’m a little annoyed there’s been no confirmation on that though.
And to finish it off, FUCK MIKE, BONNIE AND ARVO. I have never felt more betrayed in my entire life. That cut deep. Fuck that. Fuck them. I had such high hopes and now… fuck it.
I can’t believe I actually lasted this long. I guess I have more willpower than I originally thought.
I downloaded ‘No Going Back’ early this afternoon and I didn’t play it straight away because I’m on holiday in Turkey right now and we were going on a boat trip 4 hours later, and I knew I needed more than that to play the episode and compose myself for a late afternoon/evening out. Also I didn’t wanna be miserable, SO, I somehow resisted the temptation and made it till we got home about 20 minutes ago. It’s 11:55pm. How did I do it??? It’s been on my mind all day.
Now I’m gonna shut up and conclude this journey in peace and spend the rest of the night crying into my pillow because of whatever I have coming.
you can make it! i believe in you !
Ahh thank you!!! Have you played it? :(